Merely Random Words

11.11.11

2011-11-11T18:18:00.003+08:00

Today is International Day celebration. We got to dress up! Although, a lot of the people wore Indian clothes, Sari. Some even dress up as a boxer or a wizard.

My school do it every year and it was all right. There were food fair and performances by the students; orchestra, dance, etc.

There were no classes but we had to attend 2 talks that goes on for about 2 hours continuously. It was not that bad. The first talk was about the Country's Economy in the future and the second talk was about Banking Crisis.

I didn't know the world suffered economy crisis recently, since 2008 apparently. It was terrible.

Today is also a Remembrance Day. A day to remember of those who died during the wars. I didn't know that until today.

Hehe

Should I?

2011-11-11T18:08:00.002+08:00

I want to join tumblr, but...

I'm scared that I would get too busy and don't have the time.

I already have a blog and only just recently I updated it after more than a year of neglect.

Hmmm...

Maybe I should join tumblr after my exam, which is next year in June.

I don't want to get distracted like I am now.

It's not good.

I already lost a few minutes just typing this.

It's Nice to be Back

2011-11-11T17:07:00.002+08:00

It's been a while.
It has been more then a year since I last blog.
I did think of abandoning this blog.
But, couldn't do it.

Nothing much is going on.
Been busy with things;
School work, mostly
Homeworks.

There's not much
To say.

Except,
See you.

My Comeback!!

2010-05-07T10:30:00.002+08:00

It has been 2 months since I last visited my blog. So much have had happened in my life in those 2 months.

So many events that take place in February. It keeps me busy. Seriously, I keep track of the events by writing it out in my student planner. I still have to adapt to this new schedule of mine. It's hectic for me.

Sadly, I labelled March as the month of departure, the month where some of my friends has trnsfer to another school including the closest ones I have but we still keep in touch. Not only that, departure of family members like being posted overseas or, the souls have been taken away. This month is the tragic month, I feel sorry for those whose birthdays are in March. That's just me, I know.

There is no denying that many events had taken place in the first term of school. In te second term, the activities lessen. However, in the third term, there would be exems, qualifying thus no activities would take place. The same goes to the last term. Therefore, all tyhose activities have to be squeeze in the first term. Then again, there's no denying that it is fun in preparing those activities; it is fun.

Anyway, the month of april, nothing much have happened. Just birthdays =). Happy Birthday to Rai. After 1 year of not seeing my dentist, I'm excited actually. My diktor said that it is confirmed that I will have my braces on in June, 16 2010. During the holiday.

Musical Theatre

2010-02-04T21:06:00.002+08:00

From the name itself, people think it is corny and thoughts of HSM will flood their mind. HEY! Newsflash! this is not a tv show or a movie. So, musical theatre is NOT like those HSM.

It is a total differnt thing. We get to act, sing, dance, and a whole lots more. Especially, we get to have fun. Passion must be there though and be open-minded. We also get to learn acceptance and improvising. Two things that we can apply in real life; learn to accept people as they are no matter how a------- they can be. Right?

I learnt that ballet is one of the earliest dances that was established and have to learn it if want the dance routine to be nice. So, we have to learn ballet which we were taught by one of the teachers-in-charge. I always see on tv but never actually try it and wow! it is not that easy as it looks.

I look forwrd to next week, my next musical theatre class

Busy Busy Schedule

2010-02-04T20:45:00.002+08:00

Hey,

It's been more than a month. Actually, I wanted to blog about my december but then I was lazy and also forgot so I planned to do season greetings which is especially for New Year but then again I was lazy which leads to forgotten.

January came and soon, school reopens. I wanted to blog but obstacles came in the way. The schedules was like a whirlwind- it's a lie- but then again it's true. Everyday has the same subject, it's only a matter of time. College life is different and more hectic than I thought. I used to think that by having four subjects would not be THAT busy but then it turns out I was wrong.

Anyway, I am still trying to manage my time between my school time, my fun time and also everything else that is going on in my life. Still juggling apparently. Now, there is an extra-curricular in the afternoon-practice marching for the upcoming National Day celebration.

Obstacles came and go, options open and opportunities to seize, choices to make and decides, fates and destinies will change in between. Time is a matter.Despite all of that, live a life to the fullest. Regrets may come, tears will be shed, pain and hurts too, but all of that will pass and light will shine the path.

Anyhow, I am trying to make things as colourful as possible.

Just a book

2009-12-23T12:55:00.004+08:00

I just found out that Books=Gifts. Well, these days they pioritise books as a gifts.

Anyway, I just got back from KK for the whole week last week, lounging and relaxing not so much on shopping but I forgot to buy a brand new bag for next year which devastated me as well as I was panic-stricken yesterday.

1Borneo is a huge shopping mall indeed. Out of all the shops there, I like best is the bookstore, Harris where I bought a book =) of course. Ransom My Heart is the name of the book and OMG! the book is great. I can't put it down. Read it all the way back from KK to Brunei. I was a little bit grief when the story ends and fantasized it for the next hours (not sure how long, but yeah). Well, there is two or three scenes which the author, Meg Cabot, described the 'activity' passionately gross, mind you.

The storyline, the plot, the description, all of it is just wonderful... you know? what makes it soooo good? I really don't know.. *sigh* I don't know if Qeelah want to read it but I know Sherly would like to as well as Siti.

YOU HAVE TO READ THE BOOK! IT'S FREAKING AWESOME.

Insomnia hits me

2009-11-19T14:30:00.002+08:00

Last night was the longest night I ever had.

I pulled an all-nighter. I didn't sleep last night just because I couldn't put a book down. I was restless if I did so read on until it finish and I did fininsh it. Wow! the boook was fun and the character was sweeet..

Honestly, I felt like I was watching Tv last night when actually I was reading. The drama, the sweet words, the romantic things, how could I ever forget it. I guess I'm mesmerise by the book. Not my first though. This shows that the plot, the story and the word the author used was reallly gooood, the emotions and feelings were expressed. Still, it was fun.... I still have books to read lets see what happen.

The book's title is The Boyfriend League. I know it sounds.... welll as it sounds but it was glood. I bet Qeelah would cringe at the title. Well, maybe... (Tell me Qeel)

Raining Thursday

2009-11-19T14:08:00.003+08:00

The weather is raining. Not only outside of my house is wet, but also inside of the house.

Early this morning, I watched Qeelah's sugggested movie and I cried watching it. Well, towards the end. Then, around 11.30, I watched another movie called My Sister's Keeper, it was unbeliavable. I cried all the way. You have got to watch it.

It is about a sister who was born for the purpose of saving her big sister's life, who has cancer. She got a lawyer to sue her parents for asking her to donate her body parts to her big sister but in the end, the truth reveals. It really is a sad story, thers's going to ba a lot of waterworks.

There is a movie that is very touching, about a rich, spoiled guy inherited his grandfather's big fortune. However, he has to do what his grandfather requests before inherited the fortune and along the way, he met someone the truth how his father died. He was s very lazy person and only knows how to party at first but in the end, he is a successful man. A very inspiring and touching story. The movie is called the Ultimate Gift.

I recommend you to watch the movie especially Qeelah and Sherly and Caroline. It's good tho exercise your tear duct for once in a while just don't cry a river..

Jst relaxing

2009-11-19T10:52:00.003+08:00

Oh gosh!!!

I cried watching this movie in youtube.. A movie Qeelah had watched it months ago but I was saving it for this holiday. I like the movie... My cat sleeps beside me, hiding behind the cutain and waking up now and then when I blew my nose. Hahaha..... I watched Sherly's youtube movie..Haha.. I know who you like now Sher... Okay, any suggestion what youtube movie I should next?

I just found oout that Justin Bieber is a guy. Honestly I thought the singer was a girl, but the song was suppose to be dedicated to a girl. So I thought I check it out and found out the singer is a guy. His voice is a like a girl. Well, maybe it was just me. However, he is still young and his voice is still has that childish voice, not a manly voice yet, that's why it sounds like a girl... Hahaha...

LOL!!!
You know what they say, New discovery everyday....or was that just me?

Blank Out

2009-11-18T14:40:00.005+08:00

I have nothing to say and I don't know what to say but I want to update my blog...

My activities since last saturday, 14/11/09:
-Sleeping
-Eating
-Bathing
-Watching Tv
-Shopping for a dress
-Attend Janice's party
-Lying around
-Downloading songs
-Returning school books
-Went to Dina's house
-Walked around the neighbourhood

I need to spice up my life.

Reduce the Use of Aerosols

2009-09-19T12:58:00.002+08:00

You sit there, enjoying your delicious food. Suddenly, an animal irritates you. No matter how often you try to brush it off, it keeps on coming back until, you kill it. You did not even feeling guilty of your actions. You left it lying there not bother what to do with it.

From the title itself, just seeing the word 'aerosols' makes you think it has something to do with chemistry. Well, part of it, but it is also got something to do with loving animals and also environment. Ironically, even animal lovers despise this one particular species of animal even me. It is so annoying until everyone hates them.

In chemistry, we learn that chlorine-containing aerosols are bad for the environment, destroying the ozone layer at the upper surface. When the ozone layer is destroy, the strong ultraviolet will reach the earth and hrm us. Anyhow, that is not what I want to talk about.

As not globally known, the blood-suckers are endangered species. If we keep on killing them, they'll become extinct one day. Then they won't live to see the next generation and also experiencing the latest invention of killing flies.

If the flies extinct, the people of the next generation won't be able to see the flies. Just like us does not have the chance to see the fireflies at night. The most important thing is that the people of the next generation won't be able to experience. The experience of how annoying and paranoiea these creature can be. They won't understand why we are so paranoid by its presence when all it does is fly, fly around us. They will ponder on why we kill it when it doesn't even hurt us.

In conclusion, let it live. Don't kill it, not by aerosols. If you happen to be accidentally slap the fly in between your hands and kill it, don't feel bad. It's not your fault anyway. Then again, by not using aerosols, not only you try to prevent the extinction of flies, but also you save the environment.

Cleaning Campainge!!!

2009-09-19T12:50:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, I had a cleaning campainge conducted by my mother and we are the host.... Haha... Actually the people who participate in cleaning the house was us.

My room is officially free from dust. It is clean. Even books is not scattered on the floor anymore... Anyone is free to walk about in my room-noone have to pay. Now, my room looks spacious and the walls are bare, even the floors. All my schoolbooks are neatly arranged on the table. It feels weird. I was practically clean every corner of my room, leaving none of my stuff untouched. Now, there is no dust to be found. Crrazy...

I was cleanaholic for a day
=)

The Library Today

2009-08-27T21:13:00.002+08:00

This morning was as usual, except for having breakfast; wake up early morning and get ready for school. It was just as daily. What can I say? It's daily life. I had my english oral for 'o' level today.

When the class ends at 11.50, I was normal. I had my sanity at that time but I lost for a moment at teacher's cafe. A moment ONLY. Anyway, The oral commence at 1 o'clock that afternoon and I my turn is still a long way to go.

At about 2.30 or so,

I was called. I looked beyond the two doors that seperates me from the room and numbness was I felt. After I pulled the first, then the second door, I was in an air-conditioner room. The cold air lingers in the silent library. I was still numb. As I sat down, the librarian gave me a sheet of paper. I read the passage, but my mind was flying to another world. I struggled to focus and get the words to enter my skull!

Anyway,

Janice had gone outside. It was my turn to blabber about to the examiners. It was nerve-wreching. I was excited at first but then, sitting there, waiting for my moment to come, has converted all my excitement to nervouness. How can that be?

The thing is, I don't want to talk about my oral or how it goes because when I left the room, at 3pm, my heart was thumping and thrusting inside my chest. With that, I turned to my cousin and a few of my best friends. Now, I'm just trying to put it all behind me and move on.

On Thursday

2009-08-09T13:07:00.001+08:00

The noise
is lowered.

In class 5E,
The pupils are doing their jobs;

Sleeping,
Silent reading,
Chit-chatting,
but in low tone.

It's the last 2 periods,
The teacher is busy
marking our test papers.

However,
It is getting noisier.

Unknown

2009-08-02T12:23:00.002+08:00

My closet is full
of skeletons.
They wanted to break
out of it.
Telling the world of
their existance.

But no,
I can't let it out.
Not yet,
this is not the right time.
Maybe nevr will,
All of them will be chain
and die.

The truth, will forever not known,
The stories,
The lies, necessary ones for protection, and
The reasons behind it all

Will die with me.
In the very end

My Life After 30/07/09

2009-07-31T13:30:00.002+08:00

Actually.... nothing has change. I'm living my normal, daily life. Trying to find something that can spice my life a bit. Mock exam has finished.... I don't want my papers but force to. Teacher will ask to look at the marks, calculate it, do corrections then keep it; the usual stuff. Normal lessons will resume tomorrow I guess. I have nothing to celebrate. I went to DQ last night at Bandar, I want to eat this particular ice cream but apparently the ingredients to make has finished. The ice cream is oreo cheesecake. I have no story, no idea what to write about and I'm going to watch channel 413. This one paragraph nonsense tells you how bleak my life is right now. I'm deciding whether to go to 'majlis' that my neighbour is having later at 2.30pm. A huge sigh from me....

Resurrection

2009-07-31T12:53:00.002+08:00

I was dead.

Abandoned by her was harsh,
My purpose in living
was gone, so
I died.

Silly you may think, but
how can I live without her?
What's the purpose?

Now,
She's back!
I'm happy but hurt still.
Hope she would never ever
leave me again.

Afterall,
I'm just a blog.
Without Rai, who'll
maintain and most of all,
Love Me!

I Heart You

ifyoucanreadthis

2009-04-27T20:36:00.005+08:00

mymindisblankrightnow
iamdoingthisjustforfun
ifyoucanreadthis
meansthatyouaresuper

ifyoucanreadthis
iwillW

goodluckinfindingoutthemessage
allthebest ,
fromrai

The Day Finally Meets The Night

2009-04-27T20:18:00.003+08:00

On my home from school one day, unexpected thing happened. The day meets the night, dividing the sky into half.

One half of the sky was painted naturally with streaks of apricot, strwaberry jam was spread all over and royal blue was the original colour of the canvas. Glowing rays of the hidden sun was still visible.

The other half has the colour of the midnight blue. Starring at the unfathomable sky, rouses me the feeling that something is lurking in the corner. Dark, cottony cloud was racing -to the finishing line- against time.

Rain was on its way.

The Piano

2009-04-27T19:54:00.002+08:00

A grand forte,
Black or white,
Is still a grande.

The pressings of the keys,
Crescendos are composed.
Beautifully; undescribable by words.

The sound, to me, is
like wine to others,
Lovely cantabile.

Heaven on earth,
I might say.

Nearly end of April

2009-04-27T17:12:00.003+08:00

In a couple of days,
the month of April will end.
Comes in May to the center stage.
Another month got wasted,
flies away with time,
lost in mist of day and night.

In the sea of;
happiness, fun, excitements
sadness, confusions.
Those days would never
ever, come back.
Once lost, it is lost
forever.

The month of April
is dying. And die
in a couple of days.

Busy Busy Busy April

2009-04-19T22:10:00.004+08:00

Hehe... I apologise if people out there is actually waiting for me to update my blog...

Anyway, I've been pretty busy eversince school re-opens with stacks of homeworks, tests, tuition and being lazy at times... and of course, projects and presentations.

Upcoming events are;
-sports day, which is next week on Thurs and I'm going to dance so don't come people. Isn't it nice to just stay at home and continue to sleep?
-Caroline's beach birthday party on Sun although I'm not sure if I can come since I haven't ask my mom, yet.
-On Tue next week, we're going to have MIB presentation. Quite interesting but I'm not that excited about it.

What else to say....

I miss my cousins... wondering what kind of lifestyle they have.. Must be an altering life.. *sigh*. Hehee... I'm not being emotional, ok? hehehe...

Anyway....,
I have to continue doing my bio presentation. Haven't done anything yet.. I TOTALLY have no idea what to do.. 2 days left to finish it though.. Aargh.... I think I'm going to sleep late tonight..

In the end;
Boredom

*There's been a mistake. The Upcoming events:
-On Sun my family and I'm going to the beach
-Caroline's b'day on 29/04, Wed
(corrected when I reread it)

Silence

2009-03-04T21:51:00.001+08:00

I practically have nothing to tell..

Where is everyone?

I'm lonely....

Feels like, everyone is too busy

Nothing to say....

2009-02-22T09:29:00.002+08:00

It feel like a long time since I update my blog. I've been really busy.

Here's something; I'm going to miss my cousin who's going overseas because of his father's job. I didn;t get the chance to meet him last night..

One last thing, I'm king of down lately. I hope by the end of this year, I'll be back to my 'randomness', cheerful self. I miss it.. Hehehe....

First and Last

2009-02-15T07:45:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, 14.02.09, during bio, that was the FIRST AND LAST ok?

Matang-matang yesterday V-Day....... You guys are sooooooooooooooooooooo evil. Actually I have soooooooooooo much to say.

That was an awkward situation for me, so I focused on bio to forget about it...

The rest of the words...? I forgot.

Hasta La Vista

It's good to be back...

2009-02-09T19:32:00.001+08:00

Finally... last month was kind of boring and I kind of had a hard time to cope with things so I achieved 1 post only.

Anyway.... Hehehe... I'm so giddy right now. I totally have nothing to say....

Season's Greetings

2009-01-17T20:05:00.002+08:00

I know it's late to say 'Happy New Year' but hey, it's better late than none at all. Then I want to say... Happy Chinese New Year. This year is the year of Ox. So who born in the year of ox in our class, lanja eyh... Hehehe..

Ok, this is random. Happy Birthday to everyone... Hehehe...

Welcome 2009...

2008-12-20T17:50:00.002+08:00

Hey...... I'm going to Miri tomorrow. We're going to stay at Emirate's Bay. I've been there and it has a scenic view. On Monday, I'll be on a flight to KL. I'll be back on 1 Jan. So I'll be overseas during Christmas and New Year.

*sigh*... I'm not that psych up about it though. I'll be missing people though... Hehehe... I guess that's all. I'm actaully in no mood to post about anything or doing anything. I just want to take shower and be covered in water.. if you know what I mean... Heee....

TTFN

Friday night

2008-12-20T17:45:00.007+08:00

First of all, thank you Janice for inviting us last night.

Last night, my family and I were invited by Janice's mom to join their family gathering. I know it's odd. It should be family members only.

Just want to tell this is what happens when kids attack Janice:

P.S (to Janice): I know you're going to kill me... but WTH?... Hehehe.....

Just a short moment (2)

2008-12-20T17:41:00.002+08:00

Maybe I shouldn't judge you,
But then,
You should tell me things too,
Don't leave me wondering around,
Now I know the truth,
Sadly it's not what I anticipated.

Just a short moment

2008-12-19T11:19:00.004+08:00

Oh fine! Ignore me for who do I care?
You're unreachable lately, now,
Finally, your phone's ringing
No news, no what so ever for 48 hours,
Kill me with your ignorance then,
I don't even know what's going on with you
anymore...

Last two days

2008-12-19T10:36:00.004+08:00

On Wed,

Nothing much happens. That afternoon, I went for a jog with Dina. We started at around 4.30 pm. There were three of us. As always, when ever Rai's there, we talked, joked and laugh. In this case, we were also walking and jogging, but mostly walking.

On Thurs,

Well, Pey Yi cancelled her plan but I went anyway. There were Siti, Nazrah, Dina, Dyana, Dyana's sis, my sis and I. We went to watch Twilight. It was fun *squel*. I can't believe it. It was romantic too except for the kissing part. Hehehe.... That night, we celebrated my youngest sister's 10th birthday.

I guess everything didn't turned out as we planned. I mean the plan 4es going out together... and also watch Twilight together....

'Till next time then....

On Tue, 16.12.08

2008-12-19T10:10:00.002+08:00

In the end, only Qeelah came. It was fun anyway....

What happened you may ask?

Hehe... As we planned. Watch movie bt we changed to something else not P.Ramlee and we ate ambuyat. It was yummy. My dad said we should get a picture of us drooling at the ambuyat but we didn't.

What movie we watched?

We watched Mamma Mia first. OMG! The character sings and sings and sings. It's like they can't get enough of singing already. Then we watched P.S I Love You but didn't watched 'till the end so we change it to Becoming Jane. A life-story of Jane Austen. After that we watched a twisted plot movie, Little Black Book.

Qeelah was so concentrate when we watched Little Black Book so was my cousin. It was still fun. We joked, laughed and laughed again. Hehehe....

Haha..... Random

2008-12-11T14:24:00.005+08:00

This is what I do when I am bored.....

I lie below it and watch it spins and spins above me until I know what I'm going to do next. If I totally have no idea what to do next, then I will lie under and watch it spins all day long...

It's true...
Eventhough I know it's weird...
Hehehe....

Still believe me?

Ok! JK.... I was just kidding... Who would do that...Only people with issues or something wrong with that person would only do that.... It's boring and It's making me dizzy.... Sooooooooo why in the whole world would I want to do that?

Hehehe.............

To exterminate boredom.....

2008-12-11T14:19:00.002+08:00

I accidentally captured this shot.

Can anyone guess what it is?

Maybe this can help you?

I rotate the picture until it looks like this....

I guess you alredy know what it is.... It is easier to see it this way......

2008-12-11T14:04:00.002+08:00

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture ofyourself right now.

2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair... Justtake a picture.

3. Post that picture with NO editing.

4. Post these instruction with your picture.

5. Tag 5 people to do this.

I tag: Sherly, Janice, Nazrah, Qeel and Rai.

Hehehe....I have no one to tag actually...... Hehehe

Just saying it..........................

2008-12-03T14:44:00.003+08:00

Hello....

Actually I have 2 new posts, excluding this one, today. However, I don;t think I want to share it to the world. I might offend someone and I don't like that. It is quite interesting and I would like to share it. It's what inside of my mind; my thoughts basically.

Everyone has a different view of life and the world. What I notice is that it is very contradictory. I guess that is life. Example: hot and cold, boys and girls, sad and happy, good and bad, etc. That is life. It is always depends on how you look at things.

Some people can look at things in two different ways. These people tend understand things easily. While others can only look at things in one way. Like parents forbid their children to have boyfriend/girlfriend because they believe that by having one will ruin our future, when actually the couple can help each other. Then again, will they? Hehe.... Besides people keeps on giving this chemistry a bad impression.

Like I said, I'm just saying this things.. :-)

Lastly, I apologise if you are offended...
Aurevoir

Addiction

2008-11-29T15:03:00.003+08:00

Someone is addicted to a game; Zuma, and that person is my mom. It's true. Well, actually both of my parents are. The game is fun, I admit. I'm addicted too. Hehehe...

Zuma is like a game called Luxor. Basically it's the same. The differences are the location and of course the name of the game. (Obviously duhh.....)

Hehehe.... I think that is all I want to say...
Hehehe,
Bye and have a nice holiday....

Last Day!

2008-11-29T14:53:00.004+08:00

What a day.....

I hate the part when the CCA Closing Ceremony ended. All of us were kena marah oleh siapa lagi.... Otherwise it was okay (for the last day of school).

Somehow, it feels like saying goodbye... Hello! we are going to see each other agian next year. Of course some of us is going to be in different class but we are going to see each other again.

Arggg! *blushing* Hehehe..... something happened and am not telling you... No matter what. Especially Qeelah, Sherly and Pey Yi. You guys can threaten me or what, but no matter what, I repeat... NO MATTER WHAT, I will not tell you.

*Evil laugh* Hehehe.... Who ask you not to come to school today?

Another 'one of those days'

2008-11-26T16:24:00.002+08:00

Another boring day...

What can I say.... it is nearly the end of the month and nothing really exciting happens at school. This upcoming 29 is the last day of school.

I think that is all I want to say...

Hehehe,
Bye

Unbelievable... 3rd place

2008-11-18T15:56:00.003+08:00

I can't believe we got 3rd place for the skid. Well, I know we all shocked.

Well, it finally paid off; practise everyday, getting it perfect and making some changes so that it fits within the time limits and make sense, i think...

Ahhh! no more staying back and stress and shouting. Now, we have to prepare for the up coming events.

There's not much to say.....
Hehehe........ bye

Groan and Yay! Hehehe....

2008-11-13T17:00:00.003+08:00

Finally I have the time.

Wait, wait... first,

Yesterday..... ahhhh... I can't believe it I was chosen to dance in front of everybody else. It was eeeemmmmmbarassing... heh...

Anyway... Hehehe....

I can't believe we are done with our 'performance's planning'. Hehehe....

I think that is all....

Hehehe,
Arideverci

How can I not be lazy?

2008-10-20T14:40:00.004+08:00

I can't wait till the end of year exam is over. Somehow I get lazier and lazier second by second which turns into minutes then hours then days then weeks then months then years. But I don't want to be lazier and lazier. I want to study but I get distracted. Except when it comes to homework.

I already imagine the worst of my results. Even NOW. Can you believe it? Urgh........ Canakn ne? So I don't mind teachers giving homework, just not tooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. I also want to have fun and enjoy every seconds I have. It might not happen again. Hehehe....

You don't know what will happen tomorrow or after 1 second. A lot can happen in 1 milisecond. Mentally only but physically, at least 10 seconds or so. Hehehe....

Okay, after this, I am going to do my Maths D revision. Hehe... It will happen

For now,
Arideverci...

Some things...

2008-10-20T14:22:00.004+08:00

First of all, it is better to keep some secrets at schools and never bring it home, maybe one day but not the present nor the near future. Some things are better to leave it behind in class or school. If you know what I mean...

*sigh* The secrets that are told among us, stays among us. Never leak it out without asking permission. Ok, k?

I am not implying to anyone particular, I am just saying it.

Oh yeah, somehow I miss my old life before it changes... Hehehe....

Rain, Shower and Tears

2008-10-08T15:25:00.002+08:00

All these have one thing in common; water. Hehehe.... Actually, for me, it's two: 1) water 2) it makes me relief.

Rain, especially with thuderstorm and lightning and falls at night, it makes me relief of the surroundings...plus it's cool.

Shower makes me feel clean (duhh...). Besides, this may sounds funny but sometimes I get inspiriration and ideas when I shower.

Tears just makes me relief when I cry? Is that right? Or is it just impossible?

Hahaha..... whatever.

It just makes me feel happy and all the burdens, fears, sadness, etc, has been lifted.

Hahaha.... like free. A free woman? Yeah right.....

Just nonsense. Got nothing to do, so... typing helps.

2008-10-06T14:37:00.005+08:00

School without doing anything? That would be boring.... Eventhough I can be an entertainer, some random lame entertainer I would be, as Sherl pointed out during lunch today just because I talk a lot and non-stop. Hehehe... That might be true.

So... it's still early october yet exam is just round the corner and before you know it, it's over then we can celebrate it. Yay! I honestly have to work hard for next year. I have to slave myself to get it. I made a promise with my uncle and it's sealed. Urg.... Now he's rubbing it in me.

This year's 3rd term holiday is more towards fasting holiday than Hari Raya holiday. Urgg... I'm choking and it taste weird in my mouth!

Hehehe... I'm with the present actually. I'm tired of loooking forward to the future. It went so fast. Trust me, before we know it, it's time to go our seperate ways. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! I just want put that thought to one side and focus on the present. Hehehe....

Hey! This is my confession.

Haha... This might be suspense for some of you. Big it's actually not THAT big. Hahaha..

I like my new family. This year's classmates compared to the last three years.

Told you it's not that BIG.

Now the world knows about it.. Hehehe. I guess that's it for today then.

Selamat Hari Raya....

Mother Goose's Rhymes

2008-09-27T11:10:00.002+08:00

From a book (selected).

For Every Evil

For every evil
Under the sun,
There is a remedy,
Or there is none.
If there be one,
Try and find it;
If there be none,
Never mind it.

If...

If all the world
Was apple pie,
And all the sea
Was ink,
And all the trees
Were bread and cheese,
What should we have
To drink?

A Wise Old Owl

A wise old owl
Lived in an oak;
The more he saw
The less he spoke.
The less he spoke
The more he heard.
Why can't we all be
Like that wise old bird?

Monday's Child

Monday's child
Is fair of face,
Tuesday's child
Is full of grace,
Wednesday's child
Is full of woe,
Thursday's child
Has far to go,
Friday's child
Is loving and giving,
Saturday's child
Works hard for his living,
But the child that is born
On the Sabbath day
Is bonny and blithe,
And good and gay

A Child's Garden of Verses

2008-09-27T10:51:00.006+08:00

I got these from a book (selected).

At The Sea-Side

When I was down beside the sea

A wooden spade they gave to me

To dig the sandy shore.

My holes were empty like a cup.

In every hole the sea came up,

Till it could no more.

The Cow

The friendly cow all red and white,

I love with all my heart:

She gives me cream with all her might,

To eat with apple-tart.

She wanders lowing here and there,

And yet she cannot stray,

All in the plaesant open air,

The pleasant light of day;

And blown by all the winds that pass

And wet with all the showers,

She walks among the meadow grass

And eats the meadow flowers.

To Any Readers

As from the house your mother sees

You playing round the garden trees,

So you may see, if you will look

Through the windows of this book

Another child, far, far away,

And in another garden, play.

But do not think you can at all,

By knocking on the window,call

That child to hear you. He intent

Is all on his play-business bent.

He does not hear; he will not look,

Nor yet be lured out of this book.

For, long ago, the truth to say,

He has grown and gone away,

And it is but a child of air

That lingers in the garden there.

Give me a B.O.R.I.N.G! What does that spell? (You know what?)

2008-09-27T09:36:00.004+08:00

Actually I have nothing to say.

You know what? Everyday is a rerun of yesterday or last week. That's my life during holiday. This morning, I woke up at 6.30am. Yesterday at 8.30am. 9 am is the latest. Every night I slept at 12 or 1. I can't believe it.

I was checking my friendster and I checked who has viewed me. You know what? 6 people from Canada viewed me and I don't know how the hell they know that there is such thing as 'Random Rai'. Jauh jua tu. I think they are buddies. I don't konw why, but I get viewed mostly from overseas... I am not complaining. It is just weird.

Qeelah's fault- Twilight-addict

2008-09-10T16:34:00.004+08:00

OMG! Edward's lullaby for Bella is soooooooooooooo nice... Athough there are many. Some say River Flows into you by Yiruma and other say some other songs. Either one go to you tube, type in 'edwards lullaby'. Then all you have to do is click one of them than listen.

I can't believe the cast as Edward, Robert, is soooooooooooooo handsome in Twilight rather than in Harry Potter 4. I didn't know Kristen is the cast as Bella. She looks better in Twilight.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I can't wait. I am so stress out for waiting this movie. Thank you Qeelah for making me addicted to it. If I didn't this wouldn't happen. I feel like I want to burst out but I can't. Qeeeellllaaaaahhhhhhh..... I blame you for this.

I am sooooo Jinxed today.

2008-09-10T14:01:00.002+08:00

I hope I am not jinx tomorrow. Janice! Take back your jinx-iness (if that word even exist). Why did you give it to me of all people? It is better running into glass doors that hit something, I scared that 'something' might break like test tube. I hit it on the edge of the sink.

That is all for today...............................

Little Devil Me

2008-09-06T22:40:00.002+08:00

This may surprise you but I was a devil when I was little, a toddler. I know this sound weird or impossible even but...

Mu parents told me one day that when I was little about 2 yers old....? Well, my sister, Rena and I were playing dolls like Barbie dolls then in the middle of having fun, I hit her on the head then we started to fight. We fought by pulling each other's hair.

When I was about 3-4 years old, my parents bought us a bouncer that fits in the house; it was small. My parents warned us not to bring any sharp object on the bouncer. Then one day, I was just so curious, I took a sharpened pencil from the nearby desk then run to the bouncer and poke it in the middle of the bouncer. After that I took a cellotape to cover the tiny hole. When it was totally deflated, my father asked us whose responsibility was it but I said nothing until last year.

Actually there's more but I forgot. Mostly when I was small, still a child who doesn't has a clue. Between Rena and I, we stop fighting since were in primary school. Funny.... :-D Bye

Since I was little

2008-08-24T14:16:00.003+08:00

I have been thinking lately. I have it since I was little. It was embarrasing but luckily noone notice it.

The first time I hit a clear glass door was in 1999 at Salford University on my father's graduation day. There is this another time at Centrepoint basement. I hit the lower part of the door. I thought someone was on the other side of the door walking towards me when in fact it was just my reflection. On that same day, I hit an elevator door on the left side of my head. It hurts but I held back my tears that time. I hit car's glass and also once at Singapore. That was embarrassing. I had hit a glass door recently but I forgot about the detail.

Anyway that is just me, Random Rai who hit glass doors..

How To Exterminate Boredom

2008-08-07T17:57:00.002+08:00

When you are really bored, you can do these things:

blogging
daydreaming
watch Tv
play outside
go see your friends
shopping
go online
read books
do h/w (not unless you have to)
sleep

If you already do all of that and you are still bored, then do this stuffs then:

roll here and there
jump around the house
pick a fight with your siblings
torture stuff animals
be crazy

If you are stil bored, all you have to do is sit and drool. :)

Have fun doing all these stuffs. After that you tell me how you feel especially the last 5 things. That's extreme. The first 10 thing I already did try and still am trying.

Although I would like to try bungee jump and sky diving.

Why?

2008-08-07T17:16:00.002+08:00

Why dirt is dirty?

Why ants are tiny?

Why fly is called fly?

Why dragonfly fly?

Why 4E is eccentric?

Why do we like to be photogenic?

Why every school has cafeteria?

Why you don't know about wisteria?

Why do ants bite?

Why bees stings?

Why we can't be really desperate?

Why do we even have feelings?

Why the earth is green?

Why the Earth is round?

Why the universe is vast?

Why the universe in endless?

Why Rai is Rai?

Why Rai is Random?

Why Rai is a girl?

Why Rai is born in April?

Why I keep on sking why?

Why is 'why'?

Apologizing

2008-08-01T00:02:00.000+08:00

My dearest friends,

I apologize if I say something wrong. I just found out, actually a few weeks ago (and I thought about it), when I'm hyper I might say crude things and maybe something wrong. Actually, I was unconscious. I didn't mean what I said. I know I was unconscious because I came home and tried to think what I said, my mind was just blank. I would asked myself "What was I talking about? Why did I laugh?". I can't remember everything that I do and say when I'm hyper.

My beloved friends, once again I apologize if I say something wrong.

P.S. Sorry I can't post this mail to you. Instead just read it. :) Minimum happiness. Hehehe
P.P.S. To bad Ms Jackie is not teaching us anymore...*Big sigh*

Moustache...

2008-07-31T22:53:00.000+08:00

What's wrong with a girl having not visible moustache? What's wrong with waxing it?

Nothing is wrong with both of these questions.... If you want to wax it, wax it then. If you don't want to, then don't. It is still the same. Tell you one thing, waxing moustache hurts than waxing your armpits. Hehehe... That is the truth.

Speaking of armpits, it feels empty after I wax it. I do not know why. Like something is missing... and you know what that is. Hehe..

Monkey and the Elf

2008-07-31T22:39:00.000+08:00

Monkey and the Elf are actually my two little cousins. One is a girl and the other is boy respectively. Why do we (my cousins and I) called them that?

Well, it is because she is annoying, noisy and chattering. Luckily, as days passed by, she becomes less annoying and noisy. The Elf...is because he.. likes to hit people?... I actually don't really know why we called him Elf but it siuts him. They are actually siblings. Imagine that, in the same house..

I asked my cousin what happens if she is still noisy and annoying when she grows up. My cousin actually replied that she would be called a gorilla.. :-D. Oh well, they're still my little cousins

2008-07-17T16:09:00.000+08:00

Hi.... I am bored. I actually have nothing to say. Let me scan through my brain first...................

This just happen. I bought small packets of maggie curry. Not the ordinary one. The one for travelling. I was just make one for myself. I haven't eaten anythong yet since 11.00 am. You know what happen? My maggie went down the sink. I was just about to throw the water out because it was too much, then the hot boiled water scalded my finger. At that instance, I let go of the cup then it went down the sink. Not all of course but most of it. Still I am not going to eat it. Sayang my maggie :,(...

Atu saja kali. Scanning dulu lgi.....

Ah! I just realise, well actually 2 weeks ago, that I don't remember a single thing when I was hyper. Honestly, I can't remember what I was talking about, why I laughed. My friends (2 people) said I am a bimbo when I am hyper. They said the way I was talking was like a bimbo. It was harsh when someone said that to you but I already get over it. Hey, that is what makes me who I am. I am only a bimbo when I am hyper. Forget about it.

I hate my running nose. My voice is not as high as it used ti be. Sometimes it is just hard for me to talk because of... I don't know what to call 'thing'.

2008-06-22T21:22:00.000+08:00

Funny. This morning I know what to blog and right now, when I am in front of my computer, I don't know what to write. This happens to me a lot of time. I plan what to do then when I am about to do it, I forgot what I was planning to do. I do not know if this happens to anyone out there, but it happens to me. Then, eventually I remember what I was suppose to do.

A few minutes later...

Now I remember... I miss a friend of mine. She is away oversea right now. She has been away for 1 year 2 months 21 days. She flew there on 1st April 2007.

People at school at first thought we were twins but we were just firneds. She is my neighbour. The funny thing was when she told us that she was about to go away. Heelllooo... 1st April IS an April Fool's day. So I thought she was just joking... I hope it was. It turns out she was not kidding. It was reallity, the truth I have to face. I thought I have to face kind of stuff years and year away from the present. At least after 'o' level. But no. It was sooner than I thought. We were friends for 6 years. For the first 3 years we were classmates not that close like in the present, now. Still I miss her.

I still remember when my friends and I were at her house trying to do our project, for the first few hours we were serious but then after lunch, wow! we were playing. Believe it or not, but in the end the project still finish. Of course, last minute project. We were having a blast.

There were used to be 4 of us: Umi, Sherly, Qilah and I, Rai. In form 2, Nadia joined our little group then in form 3, Nabilah joined in. We were always mingle with other people also. It was fun. Everyday during lunch, we would gather at the back of our class and laugh out loud. We shared jokes, joking around with each other and update each other on the latest news about the world outside. Now, in form 4, we were seperated. We found our own friends. We don't hangout like we used to be. It is sad when I think about it right now. However at least we can hangout sometimes just not all the time like before.

To be frank, losing my friends is my biggest fear, but actually I am not losing them. We are still friends, just not hanging out together like we used to. Instead I am gaining new friends.

2008-06-19T11:37:00.001+08:00

Hi... First, let me introduce myself. My name is Raihana. I see myself as a cheerful, adventurer, feeding her curiosity, always smiling girl. I get high when I eat sweets until my friends in my class give me only one sweet if I ask for it. What a bummer... I guess it is because I get so wild if I eat sweets.

I am blogging because one of my friends suggested me so. I think it is because I always express my feelings to her... besides it is good to clean our brain cupboards once in a while....